I just spilled the depths of my soul to my boyfriend about how I feel about my body image, what I'm doing to try and get better and the thoughts that go through my head and he wasn't even fucking listening.

Oh my GOD. It's so frustrating. His girlfriend is extremely mentally ill and he doesn't even fucking care enough to pay attention. It's no wonder I feel like I can't talk to anyone about any of this when the one person who is supposed to care about me the most (other than my family) doesn't even want to hear it. It's like I'm invisible.

I give up. Everyone can get to fuck. I plead for help and it gets me nowhere.